Opium du peuple

bogbitchh:

justjames:

You like my blog?? I bet you can’t even name 3 of my deep-rooted personal issues

new ask meme. Guess 3 of my deep-rooted personal issues

fullbodyhug:

if you’re at a low point in life right now, consider THIS:

• new people are coming your way with love
• a huge success is waiting around the corner
• the possibilities are endless
• you can always change your habits

This year I moved to Chile. So like 12000km away from “home”. I was doing great when I left France, but of course I relapsed when I arrived there. My boyfriend breaking up with me over the phone didn’t help. 

Anyways. I went to see that new psychiatrist there. She directly asked me why I felt the need to leave that far away from everything I ever knew. What was I trying to escape? 

At first I thought she was wrong, I was not trying to escape from anything I just wanted to discover a new coutry. However as time passed by I realised that she might have been Something very relevent. Why would I leave my boyfriend, friends and family for at least 7 months without a doubt or a fear. 

I ended staying three months more, and now planning to go back for at least a year. And if I don’t go back there I’ll just go somewhere else. But not “home”. Right now I’m there with all the people I love the most, but I feel like I don’t belong here.

I think all these social relationsh and norms weight too heavy on me. I feel so good being far away from where I grew up. I can be whoever I want and actually be myself. In Chile I started from Nothing and built a life I’m proud of. It feels so good to be so free of choosing and shaping your own environment. 

So I guess I’m just escaping the frame that was built for me and that I grew up in.My ambitions don’t fit there. 

purplebuddhaproject:

“You’ll have to help yourself.”

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Lemony Snicket

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